Tuesday, October 09, 2007

My parents are still here. They are enjoying there stay with the boys. We have done alot of the tourist hot spots so they have enjoyed that. They have been to see the filming site of LOST, Jurrassic Park, and 50 First Dates and Magnum PI (that is an old one) along with Sea Life Adventure Park, Pearl Harbor, Hunamana Bay and Waikii, the zoo, a few Botanical Gardens, the beaches on 3 different bases a luau, and so much more. We are all tired to say the least. LOL


But as far as the drama that was mentioned earlier. Its not much better and it just seems to be getting worse, well at least for me and my family. It has brought about some well... feelings and it is a shame that marriages will end like they are going to. I just do not know how this will work out for us. My husband is a good provider and i love him, but i'm just not sure that will be enough for my family.

I really can not get any more honest with you girls than this. It sucks. It hurts bad, I can't breathe,I feel like a truck has just ran me over and all the while I stand here and my family is falling apart right in front of my parents. Please just please keep us in your prayers please.

Talk to you soon

9 comments:

Shionge said...

Hey Michelle...I am so sorry to hear this ;( This is totally unexpected but whatever it is please, please be strong. Be strong for your children and try to work things out.

Do not be discouraged, sorry this is happening in front of your parents but hang in there my dear pal.....

Be praying and thinking of you, please stay focus and be strong.

Courtney said...

Oh Michelle,
I have no clue whats going on but yes you are my prayers. I hate this for you. This is such a wonderful time in your life with the baby & it bothers me your so upset. Trust that everything happens for a reason & God is there to guide us through it all. I'm here if ya need me ok. Mean that!!

Charla said...

Hey hun,

I'm so sorry things haven't gotten any better for you guys! You don't deserve this crap, not now...not EVER!!!! You are FAR better than this Michelle! You are a beautiful woman inside and out and the most amazing friend any person could ever ask for! You and your friendship has always meant the world to me and it breaks my heart to know that you're unhappy right now!!

I know that you have done everything you can to make this marriage work (you've followed him all over the country for crying out loud), but if he's not willing to admit his mistakes and betrayals and attempt to make things work, then you can't just look the other way and sacrifice your happiness anymore!

A great friend told me once (OR TWICE) "Just ask yourself, do you want your children to grow up thinking that it's ok to treat others this way?" Children feed off of their surroundings, they pick up on things. I know that I don't need to tell you these things though..you're a very intellegent woman!!

Only you know when enough is enough, MIchelle! You just follow your heart and trust that God will lead you in the right direction!!

You guys are in my prayers as always!!

I love you, Michelle, and I'm here for you ALWAYS!!!!

Michelle said...

glad to hear you're having a nice visit w/your parents! Sorry to hear about the issues going on though; I'm sure it must be hard to deal with having your parents there, not to mention a newborn in the house - what a crazy time this must be for you. I hope things get straightened out for you!

Glo said...

God will guide you through this if you just let him.
I am glad you/your family are doing things together.
Praying everything works out for you. Hang in there.
Love and prayers

missalexxx said...

Oh Michelle, I am so sorry to hear this. I can't thank you enough for how much you've been there for me when I was feeling upset in my blog, and I just want you to know I'm here for you. I can't possibly imagine what you are feeling; I know it must be hard. You really are an amazing woman Michelle! You are so strong and have come through so much. You really truly do deserve to be happy. No matter what happens, just know everything happens for a reason. Life is really hard sometimes but I know you are a strong and amazing woman and you will make it through. Just do what makes YOU happy, and do what is best for your family. Love ya.

Michelle said...

I'm glad that you're getting to spend time with your family, but I'm so sorry that everything isn't working out just yet. Keep your head up, things will get better. Always know that God is there to guide you and you are definitely in my prayers.

Unknown said...

Hey Michelle...
I too am sorry to hear that you are going through a crappy time right now. I hope things start to get better and that God gives you wisdom to know how to deal with this. I also hope all is well with your new baby!

<3,
lala

kbug said...

You are definitely in my prayers...